Helping transsexual women to look like women, a healthy mind is a healthy soul. The first step to feeling like a human being, FFS is a very big part in that process. |
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Feminization of the Transsexual Douglas K. Ousterhout, MD, DDS 45 Castro Street, Suite 150 San Francisco, California 94114 +1 (415) 626-2888 |
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PICTURES OF LIFE AFTER THE OPERATION PAGE 2
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Picture taken 26th Sept 2005 from the left, Beverly, Jade, Jaquie and Diane Hi, it's October, I will place more pictures in the next few days, I just thought I would put this picture on the site, a normal happy girlie night out with my best friends, we were out to dance and have fun. Life can be very different with the courage and the effort it takes to lead a normal life. I am lucky I have special friends in my life that adore me and care for me, the feelings are mutual, we all look after each other. I am brighter than last month, my face is continually changing, for the better I might add, there is a lot of change in the centre of my head above the bridge of my nose, you will see on the next lot of pictures I take they will be more of the bone and scar, as I said in the next few days. I am going back to get my jaw operation, I need it for me, not for anyone else, maybe I am a perfectionist, but I want the optimum chance of inner happiness in my life, we all need happiness.
PC Simulation of the jaw reduction Normal picture on the left and a PC jaw adjusted picture to the right, you can see the face is more female with the smaller chin., it is only a simulation but at least I can see what I am aiming to achieve like this, I am not going into surgery blind. I am not to brilliant with my PC amendments so hope your not going to criticise me for them its only a guide to what I might look like.
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| DEC 8th FOR MY JAW WORK |
December is the time for my jaw to be operated on, I am having the chin and the jaw tapering, I am not looking forward to more surgery, many tell me I don't need it, but for me I have to do it. There is a difference and I want that chance to feel normal like many people take for granted. I need peace of mind, for however short my life is after this, I need peace of mind. Under British law it is now possible to change the Birth Certificate at last, that is also something I am doing, it will be the last part of my jigsaw, 45 years of sadness. Many people say we should be proud of who we are, I am not, no matter how many people say that, I wanted children of my own, which I have, but I wanted to actually have the child myself, I wanted to grow up as a little girl with all of the life lessons that you learn as a child, I have gained and at the same time been robbed of those precious years.. I am not going to feel sorry for myself, just move on and go forward, I have had 15 years in my proper self, not many out of 45 and only this last few months after getting facial surgery is my mind starting to settle. I am lucky, I have been gifted with many talents, I can play music, build web sites, had my own companies, I was given many gifts and talents that I take for granted I think that everyone can do these things, but not everyone can. I am learning to accept that I am a good person, I would never knowingly hurt anyone and I always try and do good things. SAY SOMETHING NICE TO SOMEONE TODAY, YOU MIGHT JUST CHANGE THEIR LIFE. MINERAL MAKE You might want to investigate mineral make-up, it is brilliant at giving you better softer looking skin, its can also help hide flaws in your skin. Here are a couple of websites. WATCH THESE PAGES IN DECEMBER Watch these pages in December, I will update as soon as I am back from America on the 15th to the 20th Dec, I am not taking my laptop this time it was to hard work to carry everywhere, I have a lot of travelling on my last day and its just to heavy. Anyway I might update with new pictures before that date, I have now gone blonde. PICTURE TAKEN NOV 15TH 2005 |
I have gone blonde. I have not put a picture up for a while now, so here is one when I was in Gibralta recently 15th November 2005. The picture was taken with a cheap phone camera but you can see that my eyes are still different from before.
Me starting to let my hair new blonde colour hair down This picture is taken 21st November 2005, I have partly let my hair down in this picture for the first time, I have been out and decided I look ok. I still get people staring at me, but just accept people always stare at me, it not the reasons I think they stare, I am just insecure, but again getting better. I look at myself now and think that if someone can see anything other than a women they are creative, my eyes have made a massive improvement to me and the jaw will be the final thing. Why is life so cruel to us, saying that I am lucky there are many people out there with much worse problems, so I will stop the pity party.
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